Zoey & Ella, Born 05/31/17

the twins have arrived :) at 6:24 and 6:32 PM on wednesday, 5/31, zoey rey and ella joyce were born, weighing 4 lbs 13 oz, and 5 lbs 5oz. both are unbelievably adorable, and have dark fuzzy hair. so tiny. we didn’t know if they would come…

Weekend in NC

* 10/16 – 10/18 – weekend at dad’s house, home in NC * brett was staying in mooresville the weekend because he was going to his high school reunion, so caylin and i stayed with my dad and stepmom * got there late friday night. got settled in and caylin passed out…

Another Purge

in an effort to document everything that’s been going on the past couple months, aside from new york. i don’t know where to start. all i know is my mind is a web of thoughts recently and it needs to GTFO. i have not been myself lately. i…

A Lot To Take In, Struggling

i got a text from my dad driving back from jacksonville sunday night after the jaguars game. my grandpa was back in the hospital, and was not doing well. he was diagnosed with stomach cancer a while ago. i actually found out about the stomach cancer the day when we…

21 Months... Where Did This Month Go?

i have had less than a few nights in the last month to sit and work on one of my OWN projects. i severely overbooked myself lately. if i’ve had a night off, i’ve taken that as an opportunity to stay off the computer. far from it, in…

16 Months, And A Happy New Year

i hope everyone had an amazing christmas/holiday season/whatever you celebrate. i completely skipped over the holidays in the last entry, but i had a thought in my head and ran with it. it’s hard for me to just sit and write deliberately–lately it’s spur of…

7 Months, Other Updates

caylin turned 7 months old on saturday. i really don’t know where the last 7 months went. it feels like just yesterday i was in the hospital holding her little bitty body in my arms, terrified of what to do with my new baby. now she is half my…

Self Reflection

and hatred (not a totally new thing). brett and i don’t fight or argue or even bicker often. i can count on one hand the number of times we’ve had a memorable upset. if and when we do, it’s over relatively quickly. like, less than 20 minutes.…