long 2 years ahead

for as long as adam and i have been together, it’s been long-distance. aside from last summer when we lived together for 3 months, it’s been a lot of driving and a lot of letters and a hell of a lot of faith & trust in our relationship. it…

a breath of fresh air

aside from adam coming home, the past 5 weeks has been full of nothing but SUMMER SCHOOL and i am so glad that it’s over with. i got pretty lucky considering they’re 2 classes that i have always hated the most (economics and history) but i got 2…

there's a first time for everything

i always have been shy on the subject of sex, but working where i work often forces you to talk about the most awkward things with the quirkiest of people. jennifer, a friend of mine, was asked by another woman in her department to go to a sex toy party…

stress?

for my birthday, adam bought me a trip to the spa. my boyfriend spoils me, and i am hands down, the luckiest girl in the entire world. included in this was a natural sea mud body wrap, a half hour massage, and a facial. i was pampered and treated like…

being a good student

next week is the LAST WEEK OF SUMMER SCHOOL! i never want to take summer classes ever again for the rest of my life. now that i’ve said that, i’ll probably get stuck taking them again. at least these are almost over. i’ve been studying for my…

back to normal

i woke up early this morning to study for my economics exam. i’m not really sure how much that helped but we will see when the grades come in, i guess! i’m having a hard time concentrating on much of anything the last 2 days… for obvious reasons.…

gone again

sometimes i really hate the military. adam left again and he supposedly only has 3 months left in that shithole but who knows what’s actually going to happen. it wasn’t as hard this time around… maybe i’m actually getting used to saying goodbye to him. and i…

bittersweet last few days

i’m trying hard to make the most of the time adam and i have left while he’s home… but tonight i just broke down. i haven’t cried since he’s been home, except once but that was for a pretty damn good reason. and we’ve had…