after a really awesome weekend, relaxing finally, and letting off some steam, it had to get all trompled on. adam’s tour got extended to january 2008. there was rumor of him coming home in july and a rumor about september. i was trying not to get my hopes up…
just 2. i can do this. sherry, i will call you ASAP. i was working on a project when you called last night and i was in an exam when you called this evening. writing test… done. blockbuster case study… 90% done. lowes CIS project… 90% done. scandinavia meeting… done.…
adam just called. :smile: greeeat conversation. i’m so glad he’s okay. he was talking about the mission they went on and the way he talks about killing people so calmly both disturbs me and calms me at the same time. i’m glad he’s okay and he…
i just checked the mail and the letters that adam wrote me came today. i… i am completely in shock…crying…shaking… unbelievably floored at everything he wrote. there is NO doubt in my mind right now about anything between he and i, no doubt whatsoever about our relationship, no…
it feels great to tell someone off that you’ve been wanting to tell off for 3 years. it also feels great to finish a really tough assignment and do well on it. and it feels great to have studied for 3 hours or more last night and now i…
why must it come in waves? i don’t like feeling like this. i don’t like being depressed. i hate it when i hate myself for weeks at a time. it’s like being in a constant battle to even stay awake and put effort towards anything i do.…
i think i just got off the phone with the dumbest person at this university. i want to shoot myself in the foot. holy hell.…
i haven’t posted in a while. spring break was this past week so i tried my best to not be a complete bum and spend every waking hour on the computer. we went camping, lots of hiking, playing in waterfalls, grilling out, nice dinners, lots of drinking (too much,…