ecstatic

adam just called. :smile: greeeat conversation. i’m so glad he’s okay. he was talking about the mission they went on and the way he talks about killing people so calmly both disturbs me and calms me at the same time. i’m glad he’s okay and he deals with it the way he does because he’s very level-headed, always. but at the same time, it’s creepy even thinking about it. i can’t fathom what it would be like… to see that on a regular basis, and to be so nonchalant about it. it gives me chills and i teared up really bad talking about it, but i can’t help but smile knowing he’s ok through it all.

back to work. i didn’t get to go to my physical. apparently you have to pay 5 days beforehand or they’ll cancel your appointment. so i rescheduled for monday. woohoo. i hate physicals. :evil:

i love youuu, adam. :wink: