up late again

it’s 4 in the morning. i’m not tired. i shouldn’t have stayed up until 6 yesterday morning because that made me sleep until 3 in the afternoon… and now i’m wired. i always do this and then wonder why i’m all weird in the head.…

bad habit

why am i still awake? IT’S 6 AM AND I’M STILL AWAKE. adam and i talked around 4 yesterday, and between then and now, he’s gone and completed a mission. you know what i’ve done? i’ve walked the dog, witnessed a huge fight outside my…

self-consciousness setting in

so… after talking to adam today, it made me realize just how close july is. 2 months will fly by. i started thinking about this, and i made myself so paranoid about how i’m going to look when he gets back. i lost a ton of weight last summer…

bummed out

i always miss it when he gets online. :frown: this is gonna be a depressing weekend… graduation always makes me sad because i don’t want my friends to leave. this is the first year that my close friends are leaving… and it’s not like they’re going that…

slacker

i’ve not been updating much lately. i’m sick of looking at this website, to be honest. drives me crazy because i’ve had the same layout up for god knows how long… and i’ve been trying to come up with something and it just ain’t happenin.…

merlefest

is today! i’m getting ready, and driving to wilkesboro in a lil bit, and then… i’ll be there probably all day today and all day tomorrow. the camera is charging as i write this. :smile: mom, you have a ticket for tomorrow! YOU BETTER COME! grainger, i’m…

thinking

every time i start thinking about corey, the song “it’s a great day to be alive” by travis tritt comes on. every time i’m in the car thinking about her, it’ll come on the radio. or someone will play it at work. and 3 of those times…

the LAN is over

everything we’ve worked for is over and done with. it’s kind of a relief but at the same time, i don’t want to have to wait until the fall for another one! it was a blast. there are a ton of pictures… they’ll be up sooner…