i will never understand suicide, nor do i ever want to. :sad: i miss you and i love you so much, corey. i’ll see you one day. you were and still are the most gorgeous person i’ve ever known and i still can’t quite believe that my cousin is gone forever. i don’t think reality has set in yet. i don’t know how to cope with death. it feels like i’ve been punched in the stomach. there is a clusterfuck of questions in my head. i wish i could’ve gone to NY with the rest of the family. i just don’t get it. i will always miss you and i love you. :heart: