i feel like this is a permanent state for me. anyone else have that feeling? i know that it’s one of those “acceptable” things, being a new mom, and all. but this state FAR predates even being pregnant with caylin. it’s basically been my whole life. brett and…
i have always struggled with anxiety, self-image, self-consciousness, self-esteem… the whole nine yards. i’m pretty sure most women do to some extent, in at least one of those areas. it can be crippling and frustrating. and it is absolutely a waste of time. i don’t say this because…
and hatred (not a totally new thing). brett and i don’t fight or argue or even bicker often. i can count on one hand the number of times we’ve had a memorable upset. if and when we do, it’s over relatively quickly. like, less than 20 minutes.…