i woke up early this morning to study for my economics exam. i’m not really sure how much that helped but we will see when the grades come in, i guess! i’m having a hard time concentrating on much of anything the last 2 days… for obvious reasons. nothing else is really on my mind. i can’t wait until friday when i can take advantage of my birthday present from adam- a trip to the spa and a massage. i have never done either and i have never been so excited about pampering myself. i could definitely use it today but friday will definitely be a nice start to the weekend. i just gotta hang in here a few more days… talking to both him and his mom yesterday did wonders.