i am so nervous about this week. adam’s last deployment was 4 months, and it was weird seeing him again…more shocking than anything. i can’t imagine what it’s going to be like after 6. i know nothin’s changed between us… i can tell by our phone calls and the way we goof online. and his letters… god. those never fail to make me cry. he has a way with words, that’s for sure. i am just so anxious and i want him to hurry up and come home. these next 3-4 days are gonna kill me. there is no way in hell i’ll be concentrating in class. reading old letters and the e-mails and waiting for that next phone call… i’m ready to haul ass to the airport. the next 2 weeks are going to be pure damn bliss and if anyone tries to stand in my way, god help their souls.