10/20/01

ok now i really want to go back to australia. i don't think anyone has taken me seriously when i say i want to go back. i don't want to go just because it's australia. i don't want to go to get away. i want to go because i truly had the most awesome experience that i'll probably ever have in my entire life... that place is truly the most beautiful country i've ever seen and i'd give ANYTHING to go back. it just was like the people there and the people i was with- the best time of my life. i'll never have that much fun again. i was reading reese's entrance page and it has the lyrics to a song called "Land Down Under" by Men at Work. that song is the song that our leader put on the tape that he made of our trip. i read that song 5 minutes ago and i started crying. i miss brent. i miss the friends i made that live in australia. i miss the land. i miss the people. i miss the air. i miss everything about it. i can't even begin to explain what i'm trying to say because my thoughts are too big for words. all i can say is that i honestly think i fell in love with someone when i was there, and that plus the fact that it's the most gorgeous place in the world make it probably the biggest impact ever on my life.