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last night was fun until it came time to say goodbye. grainger gave me a hug and i made him promise he’d write lots of letters, or i’ll kick his ass when he comes home. and then i cried like a baby. i was trying my hardest not to, but i suck at those kinds of things. grainger’s in charlotte and will be on his way to paris island tomorrow for 3 months to become a goddang marine. no shane, no grainger… this bites. may needs to come faster… graduation, shane comes home from korea for about 2 and a half weeks, and grainger comes home from boot camp for a little while. it’ll be summer, we’ll be goin’ to the beach, we’ll have evn more fun than last summer, and i’ll be stress free ’til college. thank god. i’m ready for some changes and i’m ready to see what’s in store for me. i’ve got a job interview and some offers on the table, and lots of opportunity ahead of me, and i’m gonna make the best of what i’ve got goin’ on right now. let’s just hope i don’t screw anything up.

you guys in king gotta make sure i don’t drive myself nuts. you know how it goes!