A Year Ago

holy crap, it’s been a year already. i feel like just yesterday i was freaking out about not only being pregnant, but how we were going to plan a wedding in less than a month! i still have the wedding planning spreadsheet in my google docs.

and then i look at caylin. the living proof that time has, in fact, passed. we’re another year older. we have a 5 month old baby (oh my god). and we’re buying a house in 4 months (oh my god).

and, as always, i still look and feel like a little kid. who is now raising a little kid. brett was just saying the other day that he still gets uncomfortable walking around in public with me and caylin, worried people are thinking he robbed the cradle and knocked me up. i mean, really dude? every time i go to target (food lion is fine, everyone knows me there) with caylin, i make damn sure my wedding ring is showing lest people assume i’m another teen mom. not that teen moms don’t get married, but you get where i’m going with this. the glares i get are really, really discomforting.

4 years ago last month was when i met brett. i can never hate facebook, for when mixed with booze it gives guys the courage to hit on strange girls from their CIS classes. then we went on spring break together and had the trip/party of a lifetime.

3 years ago last month he moved down to charleston to live with me and start his career.

2 years ago last month we had been living in this townhouse for less than 3 months. i was taking flight classes, trapeze classes, welding classes, and becoming even more addicted to angry birds.

a year ago last month, was our wedding, the other best day of my life, and our honeymoon. and i wouldn’t change a thing.

i am so in love with this handsome and ridiculously weird man i married. never in a million years did i think we’d be here, and here we are.

you make me so happy.