Months of Silence

i hadn’t realized it until recently, but for the last 2 months or so, i’ve driven in almost pure silence. to work, from work, even when i drove to north carolina. that was 4 and a half hours of straight silence. i can’t think of the last…

Another Tri-City Thanksgiving

i get this feeling every year around thanksgiving and christmas. i begin to think of all the traveling i’m about to do. it’s a bit daunting. either tuesday night or wednesday morning, brett and i will be driving to mooresville. i may or may not drive to winston…

Chemotherapy, It Is

today feels like the longest day of my life. i have not stopped working since i got up this morning. i think brett could feel how crappy it was because when i got home, he had bought me a purple joose and put it in the fridge for me. amazing.…

And The Waiting Continues

between my face breaking out, my eating habits going to shit, and my level of exhaustion (partially my fault for overworking myself in order to keep myself from worrying even more), this whole tumor thing has officially kicked my ass. and is going to continue to kick it. loki is…

A Thank You From Loki

i haven’t heard back from the doctor about her biopsy, so i don’t have much news to share other than loki is doing better every day. she has been playing with her toys today and got excited about steak, so she can’t be in too much pain…

I Do Not Like The Cone Of Shame!

i went and picked up loki yesterday on my lunch break, and was hugely surprised by the super huge size of the incision. i know the doctors wanted to stay on the safe side and make sure they removed the whole tumor, and that’s all i could really ask…

Successful Surgery, Waiting Game Begins

i didn’t know what to expect when i started my new job back in august, but i certainly didn’t expect to feel like family with SO many people in such a short amount of time. i was away from my desk for a few minutes this afternoon and…